TheGame's One Man Dynasty`-

2011-09-27T10:49:00.000-07:00

my head is feeling so tired & heavy..
Wonder if its because i'm not feeling well,
its like going to switch off.

its really tired to lie, to cover and maintain this lie,
Its even more tired to quarrel because of this lie,
feel sad, feel stress and being pressured, all because of this lie.
I don't feel like lying anymore. Is it so easy seriously?
Or perhaps we are the one who complicates this lie?

Every man for himself, in depth, this sentence is so true.
Pride, gains, afraid of loss..

I read a book, it tells me something like, great people doesn't fret over the
problem again and again, They try to solve the problem by asking "how?".
"How do i solve this?", " How do i acheieve this? ".

And also, something like if your attitude is right, problem is never a problem.

I once wrote on my twitter , trying to indirectly tell G, this is a lesson she must go through,
to achieve more in her life. No one can help her,
Then, is maintaining this lie a lesson that we must go through?
If yes, i guess nothing i do now will change anything.
If not, is this lesson to end if i do something about it?
-And then another lesson starts?

Right now, my brain tells me, maintaining this lie is very tiring and unhappy.
No matter what we do during other time of the day,
No matter how bright we are smiling,
At the end of the day, when this lie is back to our mind,
We will feel very unhappy.
It's been a few years, perhaps unconsciously, we don't even know we are feeling unhappy.
We don't even know we are feeling stress, and being pressurize, resulting
Our attitude to be bad at times.

Personally, i seems to be afraid to go near him sometimes.
Was it because unconsciously,
my mind don't want to lie and maintain this lie in front of him,
my mind doesn't want my lie to get exposed either ?
Or perhaps are all this excuses given by me in concession to other bad habits?

There seems to be only 2 options for us
1, maintain this lie for as long as we can,
2, stop lying

We have been picking the number 1 option for many years..
In between, there's a couple of times i wanted to stop lying..
But, is option 2 really an option for us?

I just want to stop all the lies that exist between us,
All the lies that we have to create and maintain and then cover up,
All the disappointment/anger/sadness that is in us after we discovered the truth..

I do not want to hurt any of us already,
i feel very bad and unhappy everytime i have to lie,
i just want to truthfully 对待 my family,
because i really love them.

2011-09-22T03:18:00.001-07:00

So tired of seeing people change face.
This moment they are so friendly and the next moment u feel like kicking his ass.
Its also very disappointing to see these things happen.
I should probably be used to it, or , stop trust others a single bit.

I wanna talk to you, but all these years no matter how i try,
i couldn't get close to you.
Perhaps we are really from different world -
the only reason i can give myself.

Ironic, usually when you are at the top of the mountain,
you probably can see everything under you.
I actually don't think so.
I think, when you're at rockbottom, you can see everything much more clearly.

Eg, how people treats you when you are richer than them, they can "paur" you so much,
and the next moment how they treat you when you are not that rich , or poorer than them, they can ignore your calls and literally asking you to fck off, and then, you see what kind of people they are. Seriously, never expect me to help them.

34 days later, i'm gonna take 'o' level . Right now, i have 0% confidence to pass.
Guess the remaining days, i should just study hard for my english and e-maths.
They are my priority now. Hopefully a minimum of B3, and a A2 for chinese.
Sorry POA & A-Maths, too tough for me currently.
Perhaps i should enter a private school next yr, no doubt it might be costly,
but in exchange for a cert, guess its worth it uh?

My ideal self - Giving my family any thing that i can, working hard for my ideal future and give them a better life, knowledgeable and considerate.
That's what i currently can think of, my own ideal self.

Actually, i tried to take every setbacks right now as a lesson in life.
But it seems that im taking this lesson a lot earlier than others.
I don't know if i am too young to take all this,
I can only make myself believe that i am more mature than others.

Quin once told me, they aren't sacrificing for the family like i am,
because they are not me, They won't become me, and I can't change them.
I can only accept the way they are, and do my own part - so that i feel good.

Everything that happen today is probably because of this "GUY",
The obstacles i'm facing, the unhappiness I'm or, my family are experiencing,
It's all because of this "GUY"!
I really hate you, you literally break my family up.

But on the other hand, if not for you,
I wouldn't have a little brother, I will probably not learn as much as i have today,
I would probably still be a immature kid.

I wonder, and wonder, If one day i get to find you,
What will I do to you?

2009-06-21T17:12:00.000-07:00

I always do things to disappoint myself and others.
Why? I don't know, I can't control.
I don't like to force myself to do things that i don't want to do yet,
There is always people telling me, Follow your heart.
But everytime i follow my heart it leads me to disappointment.
What should i really do instead?
I always think before i do things,
Might be a good thing to u.
But for me its really a bad thing, It makes my head really hurt all the time.

2009-06-21T08:52:00.000-07:00

I went to Fico to play soccer today.
So fun and tiring. Especially at the start,
I switched from goalkeeper to a midfield player, and i ran about,
And i got a bit of headache suddenly, so i sub and went out to rest.
I was thinking, omg was it because my stamina sucks or was it because i haven't eat much?
Den after that current match was over,
i went back inside to play again.
This time i tell myself not to run much,
Because my heart will pump really really fast, and i will get headache,
No idea why also..
Muhaha, i scored a goal today, was sort of a "backstab" and goal!
Ok was sort of tyco. LOL!

Okay, i shall work hard from now on..
To get my O level cert..
First of all, i'm gonna study my POA first.
In case u all didn't know, i had been thinking about POA all the time.
Probably it has became my favourite subject, After A and E maths ruined me..

Mei gave me a fright just now, she send me a msg say something like,
I shouldn't keep this from u anymore, I thought what happened to her,
In the end, its just some sort of chain letters.
I gonna tell her this tomorrow..
The Golden Path got Rou Ku Mei, My mei = Sotong Mei.. =X
She is gonna kill me when she see this post tomorrow.

2009-06-19T21:34:00.001-07:00

This is what i typed using my phone while sitting on a lorry last night.
The wind was very big, relaxing.
Enjoying listening to my mp3 when the wind was blowing,
Too bad, my mp3 ran out of battery.
Ok now, here's what i wrote :
Many of u might think i am crapping, When i say i have lost the fire in me.
But basically, it is just like a motivation that motivates me to do everything i wanted to.
Or rather, most things. Like going back to school, getting good results for exams.
The fire motivates me to get my best of them.
But suddenly, the fire was gone bit by bit, and i knew that.
In term 4 of Secondary Two, i missed two weeks of school.
After that, i still try my best to catch up on what i miss during the two weeks of school.
Eventually, It's all gone when it comes to 2008.
Even till now, i still have no motivation or the so called fire.

I am just, really disappointed with myself.
As usual.. I will say, im just a useless guy.

2009-06-16T23:45:00.000-07:00

Distance myself from her?
I didn't even remember this one bit the next morning,
Probably i think i think too much again.
I don't have to distance myself from her,
I know what to do.

My blog.. Halfway done,
Left the background and a nice picture.
Thanks quin for the help, appreciate it.

2009-06-14T09:10:00.000-07:00

hmm..
i decided, i should actually distance myself from her.
Because we are totally from 2 different worlds.
Plus, she has someone there for her, i shouldn't try to be the so called third party.
I am trying to slowly, and slowly, get myself away from her.

Anyway, im trying to change my blog skins to abit of goldenish.
Got some help from quin, anyone wanna help me too ? haha.

2009-06-10T04:23:00.001-07:00

once again,
this home makes me feel really meaningless to stay at.
I feel like leaving, to somewhere far away,
but i don't have the ability to.
Unless i really dont care about everything,
EVERYTHING.

This few months, i always say,
i dont have much longer to live.
Now i know why,
its not because of those problems,
its because i am too disappointed with everything,
Had to sacrifice myself in order for everyone to see what is happening.

2009-06-05T07:16:00.000-07:00

I really don't know why,
When i thought my mood is better,
It isn't.
It just hit the rock bottom again.
Suddenly i really entertain some thoughts i shouldn't.

I really wish my wishes could come true, it probably wont come true until i die.

2009-06-04T16:22:00.000-07:00

So early i decided to came to blog.
Damn, im having bad gastric pain just now,
so pain i could hardly bath when i was intending to.
I was eating some biscuits after that,
and wanted to drink a cup of hot milo,
but decided not to, always stomachache after drinking it in the morning.
So i just drank a cup of green tea ( cold ) down =x

Wow, yesterday go bball in the afternoon with my mei and his bf.
His bf look like a decent guy, and skinny like me.
Haha, sort of shock when i saw my mei, changed so much.
So when we were walking to the basketball court,
There is like, nothing to talk about,
Walking slowly, silently, finally we reach b-ball court.
Yesterday i was thinking, my mei purposely ask me come tio tok one is it..
Haha, his bf so pro in shooting, no wonder ask me play la.
Should join school team ma, haha.

Ok anyway, quite glad i had such a, self-claim-adorable ( by her ) mei.
LOL =x
Going to work now, hopefully my gastrics pain stop, or i am gonna faint.
Lastly, hope she and her bf last forever. :)

2009-06-03T09:45:00.000-07:00

Don't know wats happening to me today,
I should just focus on what i have to do real soon.
My target in life, and something important i have to settle.
Should put other silly things aside..
Mus be determine to succeed!

I am still seeing darkness,
everytime when i thought i saw brightness,
it disappears after a while..

2009-06-01T09:58:00.000-07:00

Just who can understand my feelings right now?
Hurting and hurting.
I'm really wondering, who will be there for me when i need someone to support me ?

Its really tiring for me to talk to her like a fool,
when she don't really care how i feel.

2009-05-31T11:07:00.000-07:00

at this moment while im typing, im actually playing dota.
Friends who i thought are close to me suddenly are not.
Friends who i thought i won't like became my friend.

Really disappointed today,
I got ignored by her, and my sis too. surprisingly, probably busy accompanyin her bf.

Looks like i can never remove my blog title,
One Man Dynasty -_-

2009-05-27T05:03:00.000-07:00

I am always waitin for u to online this few days,
but almost every 2 days u ignore me once.
i understand u might be in a bad mood,
and i hope to share ur burdens too,
but i guess its impossible.

may is coming to an end,
June is reaching.
June would be a month, i hardly can overcome it.
准备好代价, 不如拿出一点勇气
I had a price to pay for choosing this road,
Even if i summon my courage, it would lead to the same ending.
How i wish, u would be there to support me.

One man dynasty, my destiny.

2009-05-23T19:11:00.000-07:00

I may feel a little disappointed now,
But at least i got an answer,
and i know where to head,
which is definitely not that direction.

But what im actually disappointed is,
Some of my friends actually changed so much,
Which i don't really believe it,
and i'm not happy with his attitude.

2009-05-22T18:12:00.001-07:00

Haiz, forget it.
U made me really tired,
I can't complain anyway,
I'm the one who's wrong at first.

2009-05-20T09:46:00.000-07:00

Right now, i guess I'm feeling really hurt.
I definitely deserved it.
If that year i didnt choose to ignore her,
i guess i wouldn't be hurt by her today.
Now i understand how she feels..

I know any excuses is useless.
The only thing i would say is that,
I didn't dare to accept u, because im not good enough.
I can't overcome my feelings, seems like a phobia stopping me.

Even till now, i guess the same thing is still stopping.
But i know, this time i can bring myself forward, Instead of running away.

坚强他靠在肩上

2009-05-20T02:18:00.000-07:00

This sentence, 坚强他靠在肩上
Helped me to school on the last few days that i went.
Surprising or weird right?
This sentence actually came from Jeff wang jian fu's Bing Jian De Fang Xiang.
So to everybody, probably remembering this sentence will help u in ur life.
坚强他靠在肩上

领会

2009-05-13T04:20:00.000-07:00

Be it 3 years ago,
Or Secondary two,
I don't care about this 2 anymore.
I feel that i am silly and foolish to keep thinking back about this two things.

For two nights, i felt my motivation is back.
I really hope i can do it this time,
My target > Get a O level cert next year.
I know i definitely can do it if i give my best.

2009-05-10T21:35:00.000-07:00

Sometimes,
i just can't overcome my feelings,
to be with you, just like 3 years ago.

Yesterday i was thinking about secondary two again.
I remember every morning we sit together at a corner and we joke about all the things,
TV drama, humans, fishing, whatever craps.
At first i told a friend something like that, "I don't feel at home when i am with them."
I can't remember clearly what i said, but should be something like that.
But actually, thinking back now, Those were my happiest days in secondary school.
They were really good friends, i laughed from the bottom of my heart.
I really wish i can meet them again soon.

Probably Express stream is not for me,
I went back to Express again in secondary three,
And i quitted school, Just like what happened in secondary one.
Sometimes i wonder, what would have happen if i had chosen to stay.

2009-05-09T22:36:00.001-07:00

Been tryin hard to keep my cool.
Calm and relax.
But have i been able to do that?
I'm not sure, because i don't know what i am doing.

2007, is what i so-called my Golden Secondary Two year.
I felt satisfied with what i did on my studies, except the final term of school.

I named my blog, thegamethought ?
But i can't figure out my thoughts, my thinkings at all.
All that i have been thinking are meaningless.
Same goes for what i am doing.
What is consider Meaningful and Meaningless?

There are some things that are unchangeable,
Whether its 3 years ago, or now.
Perhaps i tried really hard to overcome my feelings,
But at the end, its the same.
I will run away from it, ignore it.

I guess until i have the courage to say,
I will always lead a miserable meaningless life.
I feel very miserable in the middle,
If everyone can be considerate,
I guess i wouldn't be what i am today..

Everything seems pointless..

2009-04-29T02:51:00.000-07:00

Before i wrote this blog, i actually typed alot of it.
But i just backspace them all, because everything seems so pointless.

2009-03-30T09:21:00.000-07:00

darkness is what i see

just like my laptop, i can only see the darkscreen,

and not the bright screen anymore.

I always thought there is a barrier between me and this world,

but i actually realised, perhaps the barrier is me myself.

I'm stopping myself from this world, from everybody.

I thought im treating everything i does seriously,

Maybe i really did, But it was Seriously-Blind

I mean, i have two eyes,

But it seems that this few days weeks months or even years,

I'm doing things blindly.

I thought i can apply tactical knowledge in life,

Just like football.
But it doesn't seems that way,

Was my tactical knowledge un-Superior,

Or was it that,

i am applying the wrong tactic.

Thoughts

2009-03-24T20:08:00.000-07:00

I always feel,
There is a gap,
between me and anyone.
Just like the inner world and the outer world.
I don't share the same thoughts,
perhaps that's just me ?

Every minutes every seconds,
Am i being myself or am i acting to be,
Always trying to figure out what others is thinking,
Their emotions, their thoughts, their opinion of me,
Am i trying to 知己知彼百战百胜 ,
Or am i showing lack of confidence?

2009-03-22T16:55:00.000-07:00

Now now, i want to create a new blog template.

Impossible.
It will never become possible,
Especially between me and her.

Liverpool is getting very impressive,
with the thrashing of Real Madrid and Man Utd,
Last night was the thrashing of Aston Villa.
Very Impressive.
And im eagerly waiting for the
Barcelona vs Bayern Munich battle.

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I hope i don't give empty-talks again.

Where do i head?

2009-03-18T15:46:00.000-07:00

我到底该往哪里前近
我突然间觉得好累
我常常都在想
我的未来到底是怎样
想, 想, 想, 想到 I lost interest in everything
I know i often say this,
i felt useless when i can't do anything to help,
but its a fact that im really a useless, hopeless guy.
Did i really choose a wrong step?
Or was it a step that doesn't make any difference?

Is there anything to really motivate me,
get me more interested in life,
more passion when im doing things.

When will i really wake up from my dream?

My Idol

2009-03-11T21:39:00.001-07:00

I guess i have fall in love with this..
This Sports, Called Football.
Ever since the start of this season's EPL,
I watched many matches,
Be it Serie A, La Liga, or even Bundesliga
I watched them.
Whether it is Bayern Munich, Chelsea, InterMilan or even Barcelona,
I love watching them play.
Especially for Chelsea i guess,
Whenever they wins a game,
I could feel that they play as a team,
and the way they treat each other,
Probably is more than how teammates treat each other.

Back to topic,
My idol...
The Portuguese Technician, Jose Mourinho.
He's basically a wonderful football manager,
leading Chelsea to many trophies in his few years in Chelsea,
Sadly he left Chelsea after a few years.
Then, he went to Internazionale, which is Inter Milan
My Serie A favourite football team.
I can't say Jose Mourinho is a Perfect Manager,
although at first i thought he is,
due to his attitude i guess.
The way he plays the 4-3-3 Style in Porto,
the Man-Marking style in Chelsea,
are all very interesting and unique.
And most importantly,
He's the only man who can give pressure to Man Utd in his few years stay in England.
Yes although Inter lost to Man Utd last night,
and i am a little sad and angry,
But i guess they put in all the efforts,
including Jose Mourinho's tactics,
But ladyluck isn't on their side,
They leaked two goals and nearly score twice by hitting the post.
And so, they are eliminated from the Champions League,
they are only left with Serie A and Coppa Italia,
Which i hope they will be able to turn the tides when they face Sampdoria,
in the second leg of Coppa Italia.
Go Inter, Go Chelsea!

Think too much

2009-03-07T06:27:00.000-08:00

People always say i think too much,
Mr Yong used to say so, and now quin says so.
Its a really bad habit i guess.
Quin once told me, " Thinking too much stops the enjoyment. "
At first i dont understand, but slowly i do.
If u think too much when the game has just started,
U think of the negative points of the game.
Den u won't feel any enjoyment in it.
Chim right?

I realised when i can have this thing, I don't want it.
I want more or I want a better one.
But when i lost the better one and I want this,
It won't be mine too.

Probably what im saying no ones understand,
because i don't want to be direct, But just something i understand.

2009-02-24T23:13:00.000-08:00

Yesterday
Champions League
Inter Milan vs Manchester United
was so
Disappointing
The referee only foul Inter's players
and it ended 0-0
grr...

Lets see...
Who are my best friends.
Many of them are.
But not many i can talk to.
And the ones i can talk to,
are all online friends.
2 of them foreign,
Mexico and Canada if im not wrong.
David and Quin
And there's one, Singaporean.
I really wish i can meet those online foreign friend.
They are really great friends haha.
And one of them, David actually has the same birthday as me!
Was it fated for me to meet him? haha.

Humans are greedy, never gets satisfy.
Temptations are hard to resist, isn't that so?
When u got 1 million u probably wan 2 million.
Cos getting another million is hard to resist, right?

Dreaming about something that wont happen,
Is it stupid to do so ?
Dreaming about something that wont happen,
But gives u motivation,
Is it good to continue the dream ?

Headache, headache
I wanna choose some things to forget.
And some not to.
I wish..

现在的我

2009-02-14T05:38:00.000-08:00

有时候头真的很痛
感觉上我就像要疯了
我记得小学六年级的老师
每次说我想得太多了
他果然没有错
有时候我真的是控制不了我的思想
让我的头真的很痛

-Goodluck to all my Secondary 4 friends on their O levels this year-

2009-02-09T16:14:00.000-08:00

Ok time for new updates
Jan Transfer Window closed, Kaka didnt go to Manchester City
Good news?
Bad news, Kaka is injured,
He wont be at Brazil vs Italy and Inter Milan vs A.C. Milan
The most anticipated matches is finally here in Feb
Hopefully Italy WINS with Luca Toni and Del Piero scoring.
And for Milan derby, i hope Inter wins!
Another Bad news, Chelsea's manager is sacked.
He didn't really do a good job this season,
especially after using his own Defensive system,
Chelsea started leaking goals. Aww.
I often think, what if im a football manager,
isn't it great? haha

I have been looking at the sky nowadays,
especially in the morning and night.
The light blue in the skies are beautiful.
I tried to use my handphone camera to capture it,
looks ugly on my phone,
from brightness it turns into darkness-.-
Hmm, One day i will buy my own camera and capture everything that i want.

I realised i have been cooping myself home,
Seems bored to go out though,
and abit lazy too, hahaha.

-I wish i know her-

I'm in the inner world while You're in the outside world

2009-01-17T18:54:00.000-08:00

Today,
I asked myself again,
which way will i choose if i can choose again
this time, it seems that i chose a different way
At first, i thought that i will only choose A.
But now, some things made me chose B
I wished i get to know her earlier.
Many people gave me advice during those days,
But i didnt bother to listen to it.
Was i being stubborn?
Or was i trying to prove to everyone i was capable of doing what i said?
Last year, i have been giving empty promises and talks.
I hope i wont be doing the same this year.
Just like what Barcelona's Striker Henry said, " 2009 is my year."

Well recently if some of the soccer fans have heard,
Kaka might be heading for Manchester City.
Personally, i feel its great to watch Kaka on EPL
(Because i can watch it LIVE!)
But on the other hand, I understand how Kaka is feeling now,
Reluctant to leave, after staying so many years in AC Milan.
So whatever choice he make,
I just hope he follow his heart, and make the right choice.

I felt that i have changed alot in the recent years.
Being able to feel what others are feeling,
But that isn't a very good thing.
Because i have became very very soft-hearted.
I hope i wont be like this in the future.

2008-10-13T23:55:00.000-07:00

Have i recovered?
Did i became a different guy whereby I myself also don't know who I am?
What am i thinking about?
Would i feel better and happier when i have gone crazy, when i have lost my memories, forgetting the past someday?
Do i actually know what i am doing?

2008-09-28T18:04:00.000-07:00

I reached my highest point of my life, the very top of the game,
but everything came to an end in just one short year.
I often question myself, have i ever cherish that year?

Well i hope i can put down the past and get back on my feet asap.
I went out quite early for the past few days to Khatib to find some of my friends.
Did things that i didn't do for a long time, and yeah im enjoying it.
But well, good things doesn't last long. I fell sick ;(
Having a bad sorethroat and cough. [Ate too much chocolate and oreo cookie.]
And after playing about 2 or rather 3 hours of basketball last friday,
I hurt my knee too.

I tell myself, i will never give up again until the very end.
I will get to the highest point, the top of the game AGAIN.
I will find the FIRE that i have lost,
and its not going to be a small fire, its gonna be a BIG one.
A long-lasting one, until my last breathe.
And im sure i definitely can do it as long as i work hard.

2008-09-18T12:37:00.000-07:00

Right now i really wish there is someone who can teach me how to get up on my feet again.
It seems that i have lost all my confidence after i lost that 'game'.
Sometime i will think, how did a guy who doesn't care about anything,
turn into a guy who care about everything.
It may seems to be good, But in fact it isn't.
I don't think there is someone in this world who will understand me, including myself.
How can i regain my confidence?

I guess i have to figure all this out by myself.
-One Man Dynasty-

2008-09-17T04:14:00.000-07:00

There's alot of things i wan to say, must say,
But sometimes i just don't know how to put it..
Sigh..

原地踏步

2008-09-16T01:15:00.000-07:00

A person without confidence will never succeed in doing things that he wanted to do.
A person without the fire in him will never do things that he wanted for a long time.
A person has many things that he wanted to do, wanted to tell,
But without the confidence and the fire in him,
He did absolutely nothing.

2008-09-14T17:37:00.000-07:00

Every morning when i lie down on my bed, i will always think of the olden days,
The changes in me, the changes around me.
The things that i have done, accomplished,
And things that i never done, fail to do.
Things that i wanted to do but i didn't do,
Things i never wanted to do but i have done.

I remember when i was young, i used to spend alot of time outside with my friends.
Soccer, cycling - My usual sports when i was about Primary 5 or 6.
Perhaps there isn't much to do at home and that was why i went out almost everyday.
I really enjoyed those days alot and definitely wish it weren't over yet.

After so many things that happened these few years, I felt i have changed alot.
Just like i will never consider the consequences of something that i did when i was young,
but now its different. But sometimes i just felt i consider too much about it.
Last time, I can lie without blinking an eye, without having any guilt in my heart.
But if you want me to do the same thing now, i can't.
I just can't get through myself, and i will probably run away from the problem.

Thinking back, i guess my relationship with my brothers aren't that close in the past.
I guess i was too stubborn in the past. I do things without thinking about their feelings.
Or perhaps i should say i wasn't being considerate.
Well, things have changed in this two or three years.
We were much closer compared to the past, at least that is what i feel.
I tried my best to put them first before me when we are together.
And i know they are doing the same thing as well..

When i was primary 6, the day before taking PSLE, i was playing DOTA.
Thinking back now makes me feel stupid.
When i was Secondary One, i focused too much on playing rather then studying.
I always forget to do homework until the last min,
forget about the test im having the next day.
Eventually i left school for half a year, and I went back when i was Secondary Two.
But i dropped from Express to Normal academics.
The first day of school, i was really very happy.
My friends welcomed me back to school, which i didn't really thought they would.
Teachers treat me well too. I told myself this is just like a second chance,
a second chance to cherish what i didn't when i was at Sec One.
I gave my best in all my homework, tests, exams. Even in my CCA.
I really felt that i had the Fire in me when i was in school. Or should i say the motivation in me.
At the end of every term, I'm always very excited about my results.
I admit i was not very happy about my results [of course i wish i was first] ,
There's always one thing that cheered me up at the end of the day,
And that is the feeling of accomplishment.
That's my only year that i have scored so well in my tests and exams,
and that is the only year i gave everything in.

2007-12-17T15:46:00.000-08:00

Finally i found a template tat i like after searching for hrs =)

So disappointed about WWE Armageddon results. Very crap in all title matches.
But i will still buy the vcds nx wk. At the same time, im also waiting for Raw 15th Anniversary vcd too.
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Without you, I'd be a soul without a purpose,
Without you, I'd be an emotion without a heart,
I'm a face without expression, a heart with no beat.
Without you by my side, I'm just a flame without the heat.

As we grow older together,
As we continue to change with age,
There is one thing that will never change,
I will always keep falling in love with you.